Wednesday, February 23, 2005
All mine
Do you remember when
you spun my world
around your finger?
The half-truths I believed
to be whole
sustained my weight and yet
somehow that solid ground
crumbled and I start to remember
things that I never really had:
your love, your embrace, your secrets...
It's funny how I look back and
cannot say which part was actually real.

But let this be a comfort --

that I shall hang on to
that one tight-lipped kiss
that was definitely
all mine...
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posted by Rax @ 22:23
 
Reminisce
3 stones and a tree
a once refuge of turmoiled souls
the echoes of their voices
still linger as the wind
passes by
stirring the dead leaves on
the ground, words that have
come to pass.
3 stones and a tree
its shade a haven of secrets
witness by the lonesome moon.
The rocks are empty now...
empty of the souls who once
sat upon them.
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posted by Rax @ 22:19
 
Rants and Raves
Cries for release
amidst involatile surroundings
Rain drowns my screams
mirrored by their apathy

The indifference to concern
chains none but my feet
Unable to cross this barrier
of restless souls

Pillage of thoughts
to haunt my awakening
There is no return
for the brainwashed victims.
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posted by Rax @ 22:06
 
Idle Hands
My scars will heal
but insanity will not
and if this goes on
I will have new wounds
to tend to...
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posted by Rax @ 22:05
 
Hell
Hell is relative
Mine cannot be
comprehended nor
compared to yours
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posted by Rax @ 22:04
 
Goodnight Kiss
Hand tilts my head
Then slides to my neck
A kiss goodnight
A strangled cry escapes
A pillow to my face
My back hits the ground
The coldness of the floor
The absence of the light
And a painful kiss goodnight
The sweat drowns my sleep
Even as years passed hence
The memory remains
of that goodnight kiss...
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posted by Rax @ 22:00
 
Hate? I think not
To say the things I dont mean
To mask the things that are within
And when push comes to shove
to hate in place of love

My vulnerability was your feat
Then I thought revenge is sweet
And instead of glory I shed a tear
To know that it's me you fear

You never told me how and why
Nor a sorry or goodbye
To fail the ultimate test
Confusion shall never rest

I tell you that it hurts a lot
To try to feel what I do not
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posted by Rax @ 21:56
 
Blatant
I offered, you refused
I loved, you denied
You took away what I wasn't
willing to give.
And you twist my words!
You make me sound like the antagonist
No, my friend, we're two of a kind
I know that Hell is where you've been
and always will be
But did it ever enter your mind
that I was willing to go there
just to be with you???
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posted by Rax @ 21:52
 
Infatuation
A healed heart that
was never pierced
Has finally felt the sting
of Cupid's arrow
And inspiration, once again,
has knocked upon my door.
Too intoxicated with the gypsy's potion
to pay heed to paranoia
And I, unafraid of the consequences
that dwell on the other side,
stand content to look into
the eyes of my
unsaid joy.
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posted by Rax @ 21:43
 
Invocation
Guardian spirit, come!
Rid me of my evil euphoria
I call this invocation

Divine friend, come!
Wash my hands of desecration
I reach them out to you

Winged warrior, come!
Oust from me my vengeance
I'll surrender it to thee

But lo! Thou comes
a prowler in the night
to steal my impetuosity

yes, MORTAL, come!
Wake me to penitence!
Indeed I'll open my eyes...

Only to laugh in your face!
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posted by Rax @ 21:38
 
angst
Do you judge a person weak
Just because you haven's seen her strength?
Do you deem a person ignorant
Just because she is innocent?
Do you see a person bling
Just because she covers her eyes?
Do you think a person passive
Just because she pretends to be so?
And do you pronounce a person friend
just because it's the only label you can afford
to give...
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posted by Rax @ 21:35
 
On waking up?
Hand held high
Brilliant mind
Proud and strong stance
shielded heart
Undefeated for many years
and yet you make me cry
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posted by Rax @ 21:31
 

knowing but not intervening...
About Me

Name: Rax
Home: Makati, Philippines
About Me: I am many things: aspiring poet, advocate, lawyer, with a good grasp of reality. I am also passionate when it comes to chasing dreams. After all, a childlike imagination is just something I cannot outgrow. Which is why I write(...and refuse to give up anime, fantasy novels and video games... :P)
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